This week i started college. I don't really know what i was expecting, but fair to say I wasn't really over the moon about it. In my head i was expecting a completely new start, to meet new people and to reinvent myself. Obviously that didn't happen, i mean come on, let's be realistic. I'm an extremely shy person, and i was overwhelmed at just how many people there were, and my anxiety didn't really approve of that many people, so i panicked, great start.
You probably don't know, but I'm a dancer and it's the main thing i want to do, so i wanted to do dance at college, it wasn't really an option not to. The closest college that does Dance A level is an hours bus ride away. I'll live with that, i thought. The bus is really terrible, there aren't enough seats for everyone and several people have to stand up, several times the driver has had to turn people away, and this includes old people. I know this is probably the norm in London and cities, but i live in Somerset, i practically live in a field and to have this quality of transport has shocked me. There are two buses there but only one back, where's the logic in that? I made a swift decision that I'm going to be able to drive by next September, even if it means passing my test in four months.
That's the ramble over, now onto the good bits!
Besides the anxiety, my second week of college has gone fairly well. I LOVE my dance course, I'm also doing Sociology, Psychology and Health and Social care, which are all alright, but my main focus is dance which i am LOVING. I don't really have alot of spare time seeing as my average college day is 11 hours, including bus journeys, so the rest of the evening is spent relaxing or, in the next week or two, i will be back to dancing in the evening which I'm sure will kill me. I feel really bad about not blogging for over a month because i really do enjoy it, it's just finding the time and thinking about different posts i can do. I've also slacked majorly on my YouTube, i haven't made a video since May and i haven't put one up since July, I do have a haul to film but again it's finding the time. I like to film when i have a free house because i hate anyone listening to me, plus my editing program is rubbish, it doesn't save when I've spent hours editing and it's just a nightmare!
I can't believe it's September already. Like seriously where has this year gone? i always feel like i don't do enough, like i haven't really done alot on my 2013 bucket list (which i posted on my old blog, i shall do another blog post on it here at the end of the year and you can see how rubbish i did:)).
IT'S FINALLY AUTUMN! You may remember i did a post at the end of July raving about how excited i was for Autumn, and now it's finally here! I love Autumn, plus it's a run up to Christmas!
Have a good week, i WILL be back next weekend with hopefully not one, but two blog posts :)
That's the ramble over, now onto the good bits!
Besides the anxiety, my second week of college has gone fairly well. I LOVE my dance course, I'm also doing Sociology, Psychology and Health and Social care, which are all alright, but my main focus is dance which i am LOVING. I don't really have alot of spare time seeing as my average college day is 11 hours, including bus journeys, so the rest of the evening is spent relaxing or, in the next week or two, i will be back to dancing in the evening which I'm sure will kill me. I feel really bad about not blogging for over a month because i really do enjoy it, it's just finding the time and thinking about different posts i can do. I've also slacked majorly on my YouTube, i haven't made a video since May and i haven't put one up since July, I do have a haul to film but again it's finding the time. I like to film when i have a free house because i hate anyone listening to me, plus my editing program is rubbish, it doesn't save when I've spent hours editing and it's just a nightmare!
I can't believe it's September already. Like seriously where has this year gone? i always feel like i don't do enough, like i haven't really done alot on my 2013 bucket list (which i posted on my old blog, i shall do another blog post on it here at the end of the year and you can see how rubbish i did:)).
IT'S FINALLY AUTUMN! You may remember i did a post at the end of July raving about how excited i was for Autumn, and now it's finally here! I love Autumn, plus it's a run up to Christmas!
Have a good week, i WILL be back next weekend with hopefully not one, but two blog posts :)
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